life has been pretty mundane; although i keep writing it as mundance.
i was stuck in my house for a week since it was really hot outside, but mostly because my dad had a week off so "dont leave since vacation."
most of my time has been just doing chores and laying somewhere around the house. its weird since i normally dont like doing dishes, sweeping the floor, or cleaning about. but i guess im just so bored anything stimulating is good.
i feel like i should feel good about myself, but some part of me also just thinks its bare minimum.
i had a dream last night that today (the day i woke up into) was going to be the first day of school, and i thought about having to shower in the morning.
but yeah, as you can see; pretty mundane (i did it again)
ive been wanting a girlfriend again, but i also know that i should get comfortable being alone first. i should also reconsider what it means to be in a relationship and the responsibilities that come with it, or maybe i should just be transparent with my partner so no confusions arise? who knows really.