im listening to ghibli ost while i write this an hour after i wanted to sleep.
i had a talk with a friend after they came to me for support and i had realized how impactful our actions are. not to sound unempathetic or anything, but seeing it first hand and getting told about it is different. i try my best to stay positive and happy, i smile at strangers and attempt to be as considerate as possible. ive even started talking to people i dont know rather than thinking idly. hearing how my actions have made others days better makes me feel better.
in sixth grade we were asked what we wanted to be when we grew up; one of my classmates said “remembered.”
though i wish i could say it was me, i was far too stupid then to even come up with something like that. but i did what i do best and took it to heart.
i want to be remembered and these entries will help in that, but in the end my actions will truly be what sticks with people.