i am sitting on my front porch in the coolness of the night.
i had dance practice today and i was exceedingly worried id be late, but my ride came on time.
my partner wasnt there so i had to dance on my own, i really wished she was there since i thought i looked pretty good today.
afterwards we got jollibee and i watched the spurs knicks game with the debutee’s brother (i cant believe the spurs are down 0-2!). im really grateful for the food they bought me, and im also happy that we got some time to talk as im more reserved unless talked to.
when they dropped me off home i went to the firework family day thing at the park as my family were there. i biked and searched for them. i spent the hour joking with my brother and saying hi to my sisters friends.
i joked about the people that walked by with my brother as we knew some of them. and my dance partner texted me - i had a massive smile.
when the fireworks went off i thought about how they were once used in war. i thought about the scene from mulan and how firework pvp was a whole thing in minecraft. then i thought about all the anime ive seen with the firework festival.
i thought about how if i had any other life than mine i could be with my lover.
i dont let it bother me too much though.
while biking home i entered flow state and did the macarena - no hands!