its been a while since ive written here, ive been so busy with exams i feel, but ive finished most of the important ones.
i feel like the english exams and writing for school really takes away from my like of writing. i was reading over my old journal and was thoroughly impressed with my writing, but i also thought that my attempts at anonymity on here limit my ability to fully express myself.
im writing without reason today, but i know that in the future id like to see how i felt randomly. ive been laying on my floor for a hot minute procrastinating, without any aim and i hate whenever i do that. theres things i should do, but i dont have to do them so i just dont.
ive been talking with one of my friends online very often now. i feel comfortable to talk with her and she knows me well enough so thats nice. relationships in our present with phones are very weird. i have lots of friends at school but we barely talk outside; my idea of a friendship is texting. at least thats what i had for the longest time. many of my school friends dont reach out, but so dont i so i dont know.
im not feeling anything too strongly so ill end it here, writing for the sake of writing usually ends up being bad so yeah.