june is the sixth month of the year, meaning it is the half way point. seeing that my birthday is in january that also means im half way done 17.
i want to reflect on what has happened this year, and what i hope to accomplish this summer.
january started bad, i was in a tumultuous relationship which i had been dreading for the past 2 months. my relationship with michelle (pseudonym) was pleasant to start, though devolved into something i no longer found love in. things became routine and mundane, and that i ler go. it was january 12th when we finally broke up.
she would appear in my life from time to time, just a minor annoyance. on the 30th i had ran into her at the mall and we texted for a bit - i was a sobbing mess by the end (a stark contrast from our previous confrontations.)
febuary rolled around and valentines day was dry, i thought about my first date with michelle. at this point i started talking with my ex, lets call her lilly.
i was with lilly a while ago, way before michelle. our relationship certainly wasnt serious, but it definitely was a learning experience for me. we talked a lot those two days and she had invited me to a basketball game.
i went, a 2 hour journey on a bus. she was so different, but still the same girl. we facetimed when i got home, the next day she said she had a boyfriend.
in other news i dyed my hair res and started making music.
ive hung out with my friends past 11 pm and crammed in 5 seater cars.
ive completed all my exams.
i directed a psa for english class.
i finished another year as a cathecist.
honestly, it was a good year.
though i did say ill list my goals and ambitions for the summer, im sleepy so thatll have to wait for another day.